EvEn ThOuGh...

Even though we have shared so much but still something remain unshared,

Even though we two are different but still something is present which make us same,

Even though we made common mistakes but still something is there which make us happier forever,

Even though we are far away from each other but still something is there which connect us,

Even though we don't know what was it but still something was there.

Even though we don't speak too much but still something was there which let us to share so much,

Even though we don't know from where this love,affection came from,  but still something is  there,

Even though my own hurts me  but still something was there that's why she felt my pain,

Even though the world over there is totally different but she is one that kept it same for me,

Even though we don't know what was it but still something was there.  

Even though we were strangers but still something was there that made us so close to each other,

Even though she is not with me now,but still something is there that's why i feel she is with me,

Even though we knew that we will never meet,but still something is there which give us some hope that we will meet,

Even though she knew all the excuses made by me were fake,but still something was there that's why she believes in those fake excuses, 

Even though we don't know what was it but still something was there..

LOST ...I AM.....

Well it was quite a long that i am not able to write any thing new but i am back...almost last month i kept myself busy and occupied reading all that stuff which i always hated the most...reading all that stuff just for the sake of clearing the xams...is something i am not not able to cope up with..LOST I AM...somewhere but where i don't know...but what could be done against the system...SO JUST SURRENDERED MYSELF...but now m back from that lost world..well the day was 25th dec..something was there which was earlier absent..well feeling ,emotions changed a lot..may be due to fact that i am going to end up all those session of xams ...so many xams,vivas...god oh god from ur grace and my efforts ,frnds help...the game was on its climax..that day i entered the colg..just to end something...and
IT'S DIFFICULT TO START SOMETHING .......
AND IT BECOMES EVEN MORE DIFFICULT TO COMPLETE IT..
this is what i think...
showing no emotions while leaving colg,frnds is somewhat....i actually don't understand...
all are happy..
 no emotions...
may be due to the reason the JOY of ending the xams has just overcomes the EMOTIONS of leaving the colg..at that moment..
LOST I AM,
infact ALL in the JOY of ending the xams..
i donot know from where this joy comes from,
think for a second...
LOST I AM AT THAT MOMENT..
then came to conclusion...
this dual nature of human behaviour is difficult to depict..
where one force dominates the other one..
LOST AM I...WHILE COMING TO CONCLUSION...
LOST I AM..SOMEWHERE I DONOT KNOW...
IN THIS MIXED FEELING OF THE JOY AND EMOTIONS,

bye bye frnds...

miss u all.....

RAnDoM ThOgHt.....

hmmmmm just a small thought.......

IT'S DIFFICULT TO START SOMETHING .......
AND IT BECOMES EVEN MORE DIFFICULT TO COMPLETE IT..
THE MORE U INDULGE URSELF IN ANYTHING...AND MORE THE LIFE BECOMES COMPLICATED...
FEEL FREE OF EVERYTHING THAT CONFINES YOU WITHIN URSELF...
AND LET THE HEART DECIDES EVERYTHING RATHER THAN BRAIN...
THEN THE ACTUAL HAPPINESS COMES....


That's the thing to remain happy forever

India vs Australia Mohali PCA

Although i asked earlier cricket probably ends for me...but i have not asked that i would stop watching at all...and why not to watch when i got a chance to watch it  on my own  land....well this was an opportunity for me and god oh god by your grace i grabbed it fully..experience was amazing.this little trip was not preplanned at all .got the ticket at last moment...even i think today about that wonderful day all good memories are refreshed which was stored at never loss part of brain.and what i have not done to watch this match.the day was 1st november when i got a message from my friend pritpal that tickets were arranged ..just pick it up from his uncle..but uncertainty was there as we have to pick the tickets at last moment..i along with my two friends started this wonderful odyssey on 1st november  ..4 hours of traveling after that reached chandigarh  .then called his uncle .he was not picking the call the whole day.it seems someone has completely crushed our hopes.and situation become awful when no one of our friends was responding where we are going to stay..this add more twist to already twisted situations.And we entered the gurdwara sector 34

with no intentions of staying there with ours bags and i got a call from my friends to reach the university but someone from the gurdwara committee told us whether we wanted to stay at gurdwara or not..and then we decided to spent our night at gurdwara  to make this night more exciting.and at 10 we got a call from pritpal to collect the tickets from 43 sector from his uncle.

the day arrived which we awaited for most and then collected the tickets from his uncle and all set for game.reached the pca ground mohali.and entered the stadium after the early security check up where we saw the players practising before the match.all my unrestness ends when i saw the little champion.and

all set for game.

It was India’s game to lose after they restricted Australia to a par total of 250 on a good batting pitch, especially after the fiery start provided by Virender Sehwag. However, Australia won the vital moments during the chase to level the series in Mohali. Like in Vadodara, Harbhajan Singh and Praveen Kumar threatened to pull off a heist; like in Vadodara they failed.
The wins has not only allowed Australia to level the seven-match cricket series 2-2 but also prolonged the hosts’ wait to become the number one ODI team in the world.
It was a roller-coaster of a chase and whenever India appeared to be getting ahead, Australia fought back with a vengeance. India were off to a cracking start. Sehwag looted 30 runs from 14 deliveries from Mitchell Johnson but no one took ownership of the chase and India slowly lost their way.

The first turning point came when Ricky Ponting introduced spin in the 17th over. Nathan Hauritz stuck in his second over, earning a lbw decision against Tendulkar but the ball was clearly missing leg stump. But Asoka de Silva gave Sachin out. The second blow occurred in the 24th over when Ponting fired a direct hit from cover to run out Yuvraj Singh. MS Dhoni took the score to 134 before he became the fifth wicket to fall, trying to clip a harmless delivery from Doug Bollinger down the leg side. Raina didn’t last long, cleaned up by Hauritz when he failed to connect with an attempted dab to third man and finally, Ravindra Jadeja ran himself out, attempting a non-existent single.
There would have been a moment of apprehension for Ponting when Harbhajan and Praveen played cameos but Shane Watson, who leaked runs against the same pair in Vadodara, redeemed himself today. Harbhajan opted for the batting Powerplay after Jadeja’s exit and pushed the score to 204 but fell, scooping a return catch to Watson, who later induced Praveen to edge behind. Game over.India lost at last.
Earlier put into bat, Australia stitched together half-centuries from Ponting (52) and White (62) and cameos from Shane Watson (49) and Michael Hussey (40) to reach 250 before wilting in 49.2 overs.all our hopes completely crushed ..whether the india  wins or aussies but atlast it was game which won atlast.
atlast i end this post with pics that i took from my camera...

Too BuSy tHE wOrLd aROunD ME......

The time left now can be counted on fingers.and the game that we just begin exactly three and half years ago coming to an end..the immature faces turned into mature one..the burden of entering this corporate hell although only heard while starting this game turned into the reality...... i have seen immense changes in my friends attitude so i called this sem as semester of changes..and i am at same place where am i three years ago..

.i am in state of chaos that whether i left behind and not able to cope up with time..or my friends has changed gears meanwhile...but one thing is sure something has changed .
            ......Too BuSy tHE wOrLd aROunD ME......
must say as some are busy in making plans for future and someone are too busy with their closer one's.....

m totally astonished by observing my friends how they talk with their loved one's for whole night......and even ask them what they talk about and they say when u got any u would learn surely...and you would not believe what is happening around....

the faces turned awful,their actions violent  if i ever ask any questions about their loved one.....but one thing is sure ...Too BuSy tHE wOrLd aROunD ME....must say....

sometimes i feel pity for them when they ask me "bada panga hai enna kamma ch"...

i am not disclosing anything but even you would be amazed if i disclose any..so i got this small logo for them..as even i ask them anything these words they utter "not now I'M BUSY"......so i better ask them to put this logo on their faces or somewhere else...

that's the one reason i have started making updowns to the college..as they havenot got enough time for their friends.

but this business always come in front of me even traveling in bus ...as this whole process starts again in the bus too..

so what i think is whether i am free and live life as simple as possible...or life is really so complicated.....but i came into conclusions that they themselves make their life complicated...

              Too BuSy tHE wOrLd aROunD ME......

so wake up.....my friends and came out from these complications.....hahahah........ and make life as simple as possible.

cRiCkEt ProBaBly Ends FOr Me......

Cricket is somewhat that we are not being taught by anyone.this is somewhat child naturally learns as he grews up in our country.In my case too if i got a chance i would surely play it..last week especially last weekends was full of excitement as cricket tournament was held in my college..while passing my last days in college completely bored up by same routine of attending lectures ...so i need some kind of  refreshment ...

cricket is somewhat which always acts as source of enthusiasm in me...and a kind of refreshment too..so that it give me some kind of energy for attending the completely fed up same routine of attending the lectures.and this in fact what i think is the last chance to play this is beautiful game with all my friends..god knows whether i will get any chance to play with my friends...but who knows about the future but what i knew is that i will surely  not miss that last chance...as after this

cRiCkEt ProBaBly Ends FOr Me......after abeting all my friends to play this last game..i finally decided that i will not miss this last chance..and will definitely play .although i am not so good in playing but not too bad also..but this good or bad never have the tendancy to restrict me for playing.this tournament is OK for us .we won two matches and lost one badly ..
although i have not got a enough chance to bat in first two matches...but in last match all my complaints ends ..not for me but for all as we got all out......so no body complaints that we have not got a chance to bat..after winning back 2 back two matches on saturday.. fatigue is one word that my team have got on sunday..i have not got enough stamina to ball on sunday..and opposite team murdered us completely in all departments.... i got a chance to open  ie to ball and god first four balls all the balls are right on  target but last two balls basically hit badly out of the park ....
and after i havenot got enough in me to ball but no choice ..we have not got enough bowlers...first ball right on the target leaving offstump and batsman take a run ..and the same guy again back...and this time after going back for my runup ...i just accumalating all my energy and ready to ball and this time inneredge of bat..and ball is somewhat 1 or 2 inches closer to stumps ..and shouts of ohhhhh and aaahhhh comes.....but the last three balls are hit out of the park...and finally i have decided i will not ball this time.......this guy batted through out the innings and got himself run out on the last ball...we got a target of 92 .8 overs.
this is difficult..but we are not able to make it.........
 after this game what i thinks is that cRiCkEt ProBaBly Ends FOr Me......as i havenot got the enough stamina to play this game .....for all the jokes that we have cracked on the field or out the field i always remembered...good bye cricket .......

WhO cArEs WhEn i aM HuRt......

WhO cArEs WhEn i HuRt......

The sleep in my eyes has just gone away,

The smile on my face has just fades away,

Eyes starts burning just like sun burns in a day,

Tears waiting for their turn when they come,

All the senses stopped working and m feeling numb,

BuT WhO cArEs WhEn i am HuRt......

Doors seems to be closed forever,

As someone promised me we will talk never,

A special one hurts me in special way,

I am speechless & donot have a single word to say,

BuT WhO cArEs WhEn i am HuRt....

I never felt even darkness so dark,

Pain is what remains forever in my heart,

Even arms of clock promised me that they will never walk,

Present seems to be cheerless and future seems to be dark,

BuT WhO cArEs WhEn i am HuRt....

Waiting for some miracle will happen,

Those days will come again,

Hopes this darkness will soon move away,

Otherwise time seems to go like eternity and m falling to its prey,
BuT WhO cArEs WhEn i am HuRt....